Thursday, March 28, 2013

Heart Broken

I am writing because I don't know what else to do with myself. 
I have cried so much I don't think I have any tears left in my body. 
I don't even know what to say. 
People keep asking me if I am alright and I don't know how to answer that.

No I am not alright. 
This isn't fair. 
I don't understand. 
I  don't know what to do. 
I don't know what to say.

My heart hurts. 

I feel numb and then I think about something and I cry and then I am numb again and then I think about something else and then the tears come again. 

What am I going to say to my babies when they ask?
How am I going to make it through the day when my friend isn't there?


Mrs. K said...

I don't know what has upset you, but just know that I'm thinking about you & praying for some peace for you.

Confessions said...

Sweet roxanne. I am so sad. So heartbroken. I cant imagine your grief. Been thinking about your babies and the role you will play in their healing. And theirs in yours. God will grant you the daily dose of grace you need. I pray that you can find refuge in the Shadow of the Almighty. Holding you close in my heart.

Ann Douglas said...

You are an amazing teacher as evidenced by your children's amazing behavior and love for you. God will give you the words. You are loved! (((hugs)))